Take it.

Sometimes I feel like just walking away and never coming back,
Sometimes I desperately want to go home
Sometimes I want to dive from the highest board,
Sometimes I wanna scream to the deaf
Actually, many times Lord
 
I give up
Take it all
I’m tired of trying to fix it all
Catch me Lord, can’t hold it anymore
 
Sometimes I want to go blind and stop seeing all that surrounds me
Sometimes I want to be on an eating competition with the swine
Sometimes I want to change my gender
Sometimes I want to freeze into a rock
Actually, many times Lord
 
I give up
Take it all
I can’t take it anymore
Catch me Lord, I can hold no more
 
Sometimes I want to fly
Sometimes I want to run even from myself
Sometimes I want to walk away from it all
Sometimes I crawl all the way into the pit
Actually, many times Lord
 
I give up
Enough of trusting in self-made images
Enough of leaning on my own understanding
Actually Lord, you leave me, I crush.
I give up!